Tuesday, March 24, 2009
i rather choose t leave it the way it is supposed to be right now.
i like the way you carry my bag for me,
you message me and chatted with me.
you make me sooo happy whenever we mit.
i gess i am still not yet over you.
nnd infact it is makin me fall deeper.
you got me thinkin of you more.
tryin very hard to make it as though tt im over.
tryin to force myself to accept the fact tt u are a gay,
to get my feelings totally off you.
but it seems tt im gettin more into u instead.
deep in my heart
i still havent got over,
babe,
can u tell?=x
what we could have been, 1:06 PM.
Monday, March 16, 2009
athari,athari,athari!
everything,everywhere also about him.
im seriously getting affected with every sigle thing tts happenin.
what happen to me?!?!?!?
what we could have been, 1:11 PM.
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
why when i read ur blog,see everything,
my heart still feel so painful?
why why why?
my heart still feel so painful?
why why why?
what we could have been, 7:46 AM.
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
finally after so long ive blogged again.
i dun think anyone would remember this blog anymore.
so i might as well get it blog here.
i feel so angry.
i feel so betrayed.
i feel so shit suddenlt lahs.
please tell me tt im thinking too much.
please tell me to stop all this foolishness,
as i know its getting me no where anymore.
how long must i continue?
athari never even take me in to consideration.
not even as a fren.
why must he be so courteous towards me?
i feel so angry,
why is it others,
but never me?
of all that ive done,
how can u not even care about how i feel or wad.
damn it,
oh god,
maybe i should just accept the truth thats hurting.
maybe i should just ignored it.
i dunno what im gonna do,
and i dunno what i should do infact:(
argh,
my heart's in pain .
i dun think anyone would remember this blog anymore.
so i might as well get it blog here.
i feel so angry.
i feel so betrayed.
i feel so shit suddenlt lahs.
please tell me tt im thinking too much.
please tell me to stop all this foolishness,
as i know its getting me no where anymore.
how long must i continue?
athari never even take me in to consideration.
not even as a fren.
why must he be so courteous towards me?
i feel so angry,
why is it others,
but never me?
of all that ive done,
how can u not even care about how i feel or wad.
damn it,
oh god,
maybe i should just accept the truth thats hurting.
maybe i should just ignored it.
i dunno what im gonna do,
and i dunno what i should do infact:(
argh,
my heart's in pain .
what we could have been, 7:03 AM.
Thursday, November 27, 2008
yes you were there to cheer me up.
you were there to make me happy.
you were there to encourage me.
you were there to comfort me.
you were there to stand by me.
but,
all started with if only.
i dont want it to go on anymore.
i am hurt tremendously.
just let me go.
just let me say goodbye.
just bid goodbye.
what we could have been, 11:36 PM.
Sunday, November 16, 2008
hello blogger,
sorry for neglecting u recently.
well,
above are the pictures i took with thomas:)
anywae,
i had a problem.
athari had been on my mind recently.
and i feel pain whenever i think of him,
pain pain pain=x
thinkin of him makes my dae worse.
it affected my performance at work as well.
sigh sigh sigh,
i want to let go la.
sigh=x
what we could have been, 10:01 AM.
Sunday, November 2, 2008
i want to get over athari,
i know that all along thomas had owax been the one for me.
and thank u so much.
i want to get over derek as well.
i want to think of him,'
yet nolonger feel painful.
what we could have been, 9:44 AM.
